But I trust in You, O LORD;

I say, "You are my God."

My times are in Your hand.

              Psalm 31. 14

(Even in this.

No matter what.

He is mine,

     and I am His.

Trust is not seeing the outcome,

      but knowing God does

and being faithful to Him.)

O LORD,

You never promised that

        things wouldn't be hard,

You never promised

   that I would understand everything,

but You promised

                 over and over again,

"Be not afraid.

              I am with you."

Please help me

     to trust You even in mystery,

even in the darkest scary parts,

even when I am confused.

             You are with me.

         You are God Almighty.

You want me to know implicitly

that things do not just happen,

or there is a vague reason for that,

    but "This is My doing.

            This is My hand.

                     Trust Me."

You want me 

          to know You more.