Is it because

    there is no God in Israel

to inquire of His Word?

           2 Kings 1. 16

(Don't live as if He doesn't.

Have I even talked to Him

          about this?

Not telling Him what to do,

and how to do it,

                  and when,

not "why, O LORD,"

            but what.

God makes a way

where there only appears

               to be no way.

He has a lot bigger vision in this,

     and He is bringing you through).