...God gave him

       another heart.

           1 Samuel 10. 9

(What I need

is not different circumstances,

   but a new heart in this.

That changes everything

  and everyone around me,

not just about

    my own comfort and convenience,

but God's eternal purposes.

Someone's life

             is at stake.)

O LORD,

You have strategically

             positioned me here,

nothing random in this place

   or in these relationships,

for Your purposes,

for Your kingdom,

for Your glory.

Grant me a new heart

   and fresh vision

not for what is different,

nor what is better in my eyes,

not even for what is next,

      but what is now.