How long must I

  bear pain in my soul,

and have sorrow in my heart

            all the data?

How long shall my enemy

   be exalted over me?

...But I have trusted 

         in Your steadfast love;

my heart shall rejoice 

          in Your salvation .

I will sing to the LORD,

because He has dealt

    bountifully with me.

                      Psalm 13. 2, 5-6

(Even in the struggle,

   God draws me closer to Him.

Even in the things

     I cannot understand,

                God is good.

Even in what appears 

     as silence or injustice,

     God whispers,

            "Follow Me deeper."

The return to peace

   is only in the Presence of God).